jesus and government = population abortion and i see why.

the army of sheep, who fight for just kool aid are just as annoying as any ginger kid.. but do people have links to god, and are there people who know there's an afterlife.? or what is there in the afterlife?? the concept of destiny is a red herring, however. it does not interest me.. just causes me to make sudden movements for a laugh in order to break destiny.. boo.

anyhow. is there an afterlife, are there people who know more then i? probably, as in my puny flesh i dont get jack shit!!

more right wing thoughts from me!!

y'see there is the wolf, and there is the sheep..but then there's the levels inbetween, and they are a threat! but who'd want to be a sheep i suppose. i mean a good boy is a bad boy, and a bad boy is a good boy (sheep).. a young person will not understand himself well.. like know when his own lies are confusing him.. alot of conmen work on blogs, and fool you into doing stupid things, like jew hating.. or being right wing, which isn't so bad.. but you cant go around thinkimng you're right, when really you;re loony left, innit.. not that i'm either.. as i am my own person, and dont feel the need to marry any school of thought i dont know to be very worth while. left and right are both bad in their own way.. imho.. but anyway that leads me to the fool, he who should achieve nothing.. that is not a perfect notion, as it is an assumption that there are no perfect notions.. which is not true.. but there are levels of people and higher levels of people are paramount, as the lower level people are not relivant in my narcissistic mind... as in i would have no desire to help them.. but really what low level people say to me is no where near as bad as what i supposedly think of them.. or you.. no one is on my level, and that is a shame.. but people are not dumb as all that, tho.. (or are they).. black and white thought, closes the mind from spiritual realisation, that is essentual for a worthy existence, but beginner levels should never be seen as eternal, and thus should be overthrown.

marilyn manson listening zombie, i am.

i'm only doing a blog because what i really want to do is make music!! how sick is that.. my blogging is usually shite anyway. i have been thinking about religon, and i want to blast what i said in the past, as the sprit does exist.. otherwise why would the bible have so much power, yet i am always criticising the bible.. especially in my head.. i think about numbers sometimes (tho not all the time!) and the bible is a number 10, not a 14.. but is that a perpetual mistake, or is the bible an interlink with the spirit. Marilyn manson would have you believe that the bible is just dead literature, but that is not where i am at.. but to curse the bible, is a positive force of rebellion, which is freedom. but i believe the bible is something that should be discoverd, and not forced on kids, as the grow up through those dumb years of school, which forces flaws into the numberr 10.

How does my mind work out on a blog.

This here's a blog about blogging.. but how do i blog. i may aswell lay on my side, as doing a blog is far too regular for my ass, imho.. maybe i'm really a thug or assasin on the web, all i know is i get frowned upon, so i may aswell restrict it all to a blog. i know certain people who have no respect for me as i have no respect for them, thus create a 'h8r' a 'h8r' is something i've known since childhood, with zakki, and john, and later anil.. as well as load of others, i thought i was inferior, or bullied, but it was h8ration.. so naturally.. i'm gone have to wear ny chic or something, but i never been one for fashion.. maybe cos i was brought up in a microwave and orderd pizza all my life.. one thing that didn't save me that i am obsessed with is the post modern mind.. that is H8rs wisdom, really.. i been one to assume too much of my surrounding, hoping for the best in people for some reason, but ended up kol toast.. the rotten story is, one day i'll meet a weirdo and f&cking die.. i am not a woman, i am a man, the only thing thet asserts that i am feminine in any way, is insecurities, exoerienced by both males and females, that in my mind makes them stupid, and stand for all i dont believe in in a feminist, postmodern, vulva, neo spiritualist way.. i am not an abnormal person, i just varyate(sp) from the norm into a pre-delusion that is very real, what i get is expencive and impossible, but real. there you go, thats the backbone, bet you're glad i shared. my revolutionary blog will explain, what i dont understand, as i am on the darkest side of the moon all the time.. most decent artist, except bands like kings of leon are anti the sun, like franz ferdinand.. as the sun is a red herring. i am a miami boy but in a way you wouldn't understand as i bare all, the real world is infact a disgusting place, but i realised my mind, and how we should all forget the past, esp us jews. i am a dangerous person, but being dangerous is not something i'm used to, due to repression of myself that is institutionalised. this is probably the most miserable blog you will ever read, ho hum. oh well, i just look at blogs for the pretty pictures, anyway.. i got none. i am starting to walk on two feet, but will i ever live up to my blogging, i dont know. to blog alot will be a big step, and i dont want to do no half hearted 'ting. racism for me has always been a disease fueld by the small mind, tho i'm not ultra politically correct either.. fact is if its a joke then it is communication, but i'm not one to advocate hate crime, or malicious thought. we are all decent people despite what our doubts adhere to. i believe in all sorts of things, but mainly the comtemory cool stuff, which makes me abnormal by todays standards, as the public arn't good at keeping to the 'norms' that i keep too, tho i may seem weird with my schitzophrenic(sp)  attempts at avant garde.